The Feeling

The feeling is a complicated one. It is negative, and yet it is positive. It is its own paradox. It is a black hole, pulling me in, and yet it is a source of energy.

I adore, I crave the feeling, but at the same time, I hate and want nothing to do with it.

It is brilliant and warm, yet can be so dark and cold. The moments of warmth grow a little more each day, the cold retreating.

I crave it a little more each day, pulling my self toward the daylight from the dark confines of myself. I get so close, but each time, the ground is pulled away from under my feet, and I slide back down the rocky slope.

It is a feeling I want to cling to, something that tells me with every passing moment that I’m not alone. I have someone waiting for me, just as I’m waiting for her, looking toward the horizon with each step I take. I will find her, someday, somewhere. I will find her again.

The feeling is love.

~ by zaiu on October 9, 2009.

19 Responses to “The Feeling”

  1. very pretty!

  2. thank you!

  3. you will.

  4. i ve already given my comments..its beautiful :)

  5. Imm… So true.. too lovely.. Like it… Good luck..

  6. thank you! :D

  7. thank you farzana!

  8. @ gryphusnick – i know. gracias.

  9. i love this. I love you.
    And yeah. You’ll find love.

  10. Hello?
    You found her.
    She’s in Sheffield… :)

  11. @ Mysty : :)

    @ Anni : <3 :D you na. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

  12. i get what you mean. but this is very black and white, isn’t it? there’s so much in between … :)

  13. it is, but that’s my state of mind at the moment. normally, i’d be writing in full glory about the in between. :)

  14. awwwww! so supercool. so sorted ! i likes!

  15. :D

  16. i feel this way….alot!!!!!

  17. :) *hug*

  18. You must be scoring women left right and center… lol Good Stuff!

  19. ah, if i were, then this piece wouldn’t be written.

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